RorriMcFly

i have been having a hard time lately, and well idk what to do. ~its just human nature   the girl that i have been crushing on since last year played me. It started out that she wanted to cuddle with me and well we even kissed. it was so sweet, then she started blowing me off. i finally ask her if we had any chance to be together and she told me that she didn't want to be in a relationship. then the freaking next day on her FB page she post that she is back with her Ex. idk what to do.... i was staying a way from her and well i was doing OK until she came up to me last week and told me she loved me...... ~ im one step closer to the edge a

i hate feeling like I am nothing, i have ruined so many things this year and i would do almost anything to make it right, but nothing can fix the shit i have done. I'm just venting here so no one really needs to read this, I'm in a huge custody battle over my god daughter, and it is draining me, then the girl i like treats me like shit, then i feel like I'm not worth enough to be able to be friends with the beautiful and confident people that surround me. im working on a scholarship that would allow me to study in England for a month this summer. i have one job that is zapping all my energy, and two more that i want to do, but just don't ha

i love that song so much,  but yet it kinda sums up my feelings, i just feel empty, and when i look in to the the eyes of certain people i just fell like i should go die. i know thats not a good feeling but i just dont know whats going on any more, ~ Rorri Mcfly